Another week gone by, nothing new has happened. Just same old same ole, been reading a couple of books lately to help pass the time. I recommend reading " Into the Forest" by Jean Hegland, it was recommended to me, and I really enjoyed it. Looking for other suggestions of books to read as well so if you have any let me know.   ¶ 3:34 PM

  I Need to decide what I'm doing pretty soon, that is whether I'm coming back to Boston in January, because if so, I will need to start looking for apartments. Right now I'm leaning towards the not coming back however. Yea there isn't much going in Jersey for me besides a job, but I didn't even have that in Boston. To be completely honest all I have there is good friends which is great, but at the sametime I can't see my life going anywhere if I'm there. There's nothing to motivate me, and there doesn't seem to be anything that will keep me there after I graduate anyway. Its a tough decision but one that seems a little bit one-sided at the moment with all arrows pointing towards "not going back to Northeastern." I had never been so unhappy in my life as I was this summer, it even reached a point where I stopped drinking and hardly ever hung-out with anyone besides Jeff.
2001-2002 was the most amazing year of my life, I met so many people, some who I will have as friends for ever. I also learned a thing or two about partying and even almost joined a fraternity, all around it was amazing. 2002-2003 I expected it to be a continuation of Freshmen year, but I was so wrong. Things changed alot, I developed bonds with people I only occasionally hung out with the year before. I eneded up moving off-campus before the year was over, to an apartment that I never really liked from the beginning, but still made the best of it. 2003-2004 When I came back in January I never though that things would have been so different. People who used to spend every second of everyday together no longer saw each other unless there was a reason too. Everyone had grown-up just a little bit more in such a short period of time. Everyone except me, I still wanted to be able to drink until 6 in the morning pass out and wake-up on someone else's couch. I still wanted to have an infinite number of things to do on a Saturday night, wake-up the next morning and know that I have a 10 page paper to write knowing that I only had 3 pages done so far. As I have had the entire summer to think about what it is that I ultimately want out of my own life, it still brings me to a fork in the road. Which tells me that I still have some growing up of my own to do.   ¶ 1:19 PM

 

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  Depression has to rank among the worst things that can happen to you. Yea being born blind or missing an arm is worst, but for those of us who were more fortunate Depression is a bitch.
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  Gettin ready to go up to Boston in the morning, it has been almost a month since I've been there and I'm really excited to see everyone. I think I made one to many promises that I would hang out with people however, but we'll see if I can sqeeze everyone in tomorrow or Sunday. All I know is that I plan to drink like I haven't done so in Years, and it really feels like years right now too.
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  Its now September my favorite month of the year. The weather is just the way I like it, baseball season is coming to a close, the last Tennis major is being played in Queens, and everyone is going back to school. OK so that last part used to suck when I was in elementary school, but now-a-days its doesn't matter so much, I actually like being in classes over doing nothing.
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