I'm back in Ireland to spend my last 5 days here before I go back to America next Tuesday. Leaving England was quite sad I have gotten really attached to all my family members over there and it sort of felt like I wouldn't be seeing them again for a really long time. Leaving Ireland next week will be even harder because that will make everything feel alot more permenant. Ideally I would love to live on the British Isles only go back to the states for a visit every so often, but immigration seems so hard that I don't think that will ever be possible. I'll keep trying for the foreseable future, but still focus on a few of the other goals I want to achieve in my life, such as continuing my education to a masters degree and possibly going to either California or any other state west of New Jersey to experience American life away from the Northeast for a bit. This weekend should be good, I've been organzing a last night out with all my friends over here, it will be a big send off in typical Irish fashion.