Today is a sad day, the day that I have feared for over a year now. When I'm asked to make a very important decision one that surely will effect the rest of my life. On the table before me, I have short-term happiness followed by a period of wandering in the desert. I also have long-term happiness which can start anywhere between today and 5 years from now, but will last the rest of my life.
If this doesn't make sense to you, don't worry it's not suppose to, and if you have been reading my blogs from the beginning and you can put the pieces together more power to you.